Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

Just realized how long I've been missing. About 3 months? Does anybody even miss me? Hahaha.

I miss writing and babbling about just anything I did. So here am I today!

I've been thinking about past events in my life that are interesting to talk about. So yeah it will be on my next post. Lets just talk about some life updates first shall we? As if anybody cares.

I'm now in my semester break! Awesome. Finally a rest for my exhausted brain (acah roxxx) hahaha. Completed my first year of Degree in Forensic Science! Wow that was fast wasn't it? Felt like I just wrote about how stressful I was being in Kelantan with no friends days ago. But alhamdulillah those days have past by, with the strength that Allah has given me. Still in the process of learning I guess? Have I adapted? Most probably yes. It's just that I've been struggling with my studies a little bit. Currently still searching for the best or better methods for studying, understanding and memorizing. Trying an error. If anybody wants to recommend some methods I would greatly appreciate it.

I don't know what the heck happened to me. Sleeping problems. Not that I cannot sleep, but I fall asleep too much without me even realizing it. Don't really want to emphasize so much about this so we're gonna skip it. I pray that Allah gives me and you readers more strength to overcome all the difficulties we've been through or will go through in the future. I hope that we can keep our niat right and that Allah bestowed us with the drive to work hard all the way to success. Amin. 3 more years to go, as for me with my degree life, insyaAllah.

Maybe I've been playing too much also hahaha I don't know lah. My parents lah kata I banyak main hahaha. Takpe I positive! New sem new hope. Gituuuu. Hahaha.

These days my insecurities are hitting me hard. Like dangggg self confidence level kaki. I always feel inferior and ended up downgrading myself. You know like those thoughts of not being as good as others? Yeah that one. It made me stop wanting to talk too much with other people. I think I also stopped being friendly a little bit though I am always socially awkward. Lol. Even with frisbee, I think that I am not improving hahaha so I started feeling shy to play.

But hey, I have 2 upcoming HATs that I will join. One is this month and another one in September. So I guess I will have another post for that hahaha if it is interesting enough to write about. I wish the sparks in me will spark up again and again! And I hope to find my self confidence back. In everything I do. Come on gurrrrl you used to be so confident! If anybody saw my confidence which I don't know where I dropped it, please ring me asap okay? One more thing is that I hope to have better relationship with my coursemates so that I will be happier to go to class lol. I just don't socialize much with them haha. Also with the people around the university and outside. Banyak benor hopes nya kan hahaha maaf lah.

Okay wait let me talk about something fun before I finish this of. I'm into chinese/taiwanese movies and thingies these days hahaha I want to learn Chinese!!!!! But we shall see if my motivation for that is high enough hahaha. Okay I don't know if I already mention this or not but please watch the drama A Love So Beautiful. UGH I've watched it so many times and I'm still excited about it. I'm also still listening to its main OST. CUTE. I know this is like super long ago and many of you have probably watched it already but I still want to mention it anyway, the movie Our Times! UGH OLD BUT GOLD. IT'S EVERYTHING!!!! I miss Hsu Taiyu :< Another one is also Darren Wang's movie which is Fall in Love At First Kiss. I loved it hahahaha. The latest movie I want and need yall to watch is Love The Way You Are. GOD I BADLY WANT TO SEE THE MOVIE AGAIN ITS TOO CUTE. But it's not on the internet yet. It just came out. I watched it at the cinema. Squealed a lot hahaha Song Weilong is too precious. Currently I'm watching Put Your Head On My Shoulder. This one is a drama. First few episodes are a bit slow but not so bad lah but its getting better and better and cuter. I just can't stand watching Gu Wei Yi and Si Tu Mo both getting jealous hahahahaha kĕài >< Okay yeah I'm done with my fangirling rambles! Just hit me up if you don't have anyone to squeal with together hahahaha.

  

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